Pam Carruthers
I am a soul astrologer who watches the tao, the unfolding of process as seen through the messages that the stars reveal. I can help you understand – and resolve – the hidden patterns that are holding you back in your life.
Mid Life Transition
My life changed dramatically in 1992 when I was 42. I made a major life transition as I changed career. From being at the top of my profession as an Art Director on The Sunday Telegraph Newspaper, I launched into my true vocation as an astrologer, healer and seminar leader.
Personal Healing Journey
The death of my father in April 1992 had made me aware of a deep discontent with my life. I felt numb. My relationships weren’t working and I knew I had reached a glass ceiling in my career.
Hawaii, a place of healing with Psychology of Vision
When I resigned, without knowing at the time, I had started on a spiritual journey. I went on a couple of workshops with Chuck and Lency Spezzano and signed up for 2 long courses stretching over 2 months with them in Hawaii.
This was a big step for me because the year before I had experienced a psychotic attack while on a personal growth holiday in Greece. This, I now know, was a spiritual breakthrough, and I remember many stages of it. I was in a high vision state but very ungrounded.
As I discovered later, I was caught in guilt over the death of my father the year before, and not being there when he died. In Hawaii, after I had witnessed many healing processes, and made many friends, I felt safe enough in the group to let go and enter into a similar ungrounded state.
My story was that my mother had polio when I was a child and almost died. She then had a major nervous breakdown in her fifties, from which she never recovered. Because I felt totally supported by the power of the group, Chuck Spezzano was able to lead me through an afternoon of many processes which reintegrated all the splits in my mind.
I felt whole again!
I have continued training with Psychology of Vision since that day, and can honestly say that it has transformed my life. This path has taken me many times to the exotic islands of Hawaii, the mountains and forests of Vancouver and the awesome red rock of Sedona, Arizona. And eventually, India. My search was to understand my life and to find peace of mind.
Discovering Astrology as my soul purpose
Back in 1993, after leaving my career, I started to study many subjects- painting, massage, pottery and astrology. I joined The Breakthrough Centre and was inspired to go on a workshop on Intuition. To my amazement I had an ‘Aaha’ experience and was told ‘you’ll be a great astrologer’.
It was like winning the lottery, the finger from Heaven saying ‘yes, you’. In that moment I surrendered to the Muse of astrology. As every astrologer knows, this is no easy task. It’s a full time study. There is always more to discover. Astrology encompasses astronomy, philosophy, psychology and mythology. It stretches the mind and the imagination and it changes perception.
Within every problem lies a soul level gift we have come to bring
Vedic Astrology
I was led to study Vedic astrology through friendship. I met Kay, a Canadian woman, at The Astrology Eclipse Conference in Plymouth in 1999. Our shared experience of the eclipse was profound and deeply meaningful. Trusting my friend, I travelled to the Vedic Conference in Sedona, Arizona in January 2000. There I opened up to the joys of an astrology which speaks to my heart and soul. Jyotish means ‘the science of light’.
Qualifications
A professional Astrologer since 1994, I work extensively on the phone with my clients. I hold a certificate with the Faculty of Astrological Studies (1994 in Western Astrology). In 2001 I become an Associate of Arts in Jyotish (Vedic Astrology). I am on the committee, and am the webmaster, of the British Association of Vedic Astrology (BAVA).
My work as a coach and trainer has a solid spiritual/psychological foundation. It is based on my training with Chuck and Lency Spezzano, co-founders of Psychology of Vision. This work is based on A Course in Miracles. Since 1994 I have had over 430 residential days of professional training in transformational healing processes. I qualified as an NLP Practitioner in 1998.
Vision
My vision is that all can be awakened to their Spirit, to their true beauty, that for everyone to step into their true self and shine their inner light would be Heaven on Earth. To work with the stars is to touch the face of the gods and goddesses, to connect with the ancient stories of the sky. It’s a never ending quest to find out how the psyche, the soul of the Universe works!
And just as every person is unique, so every birth chart is a blueprint, a map of the soul’s journey in this lifetime
Grace
The Oneness Blessing is like a golden ball of light
In January 2010 I became a Oneness Blessing Giver. My work is all about being in service, healing, and becoming whole and happy. It took me until I was 42 to start this journey- you needn’t wait that long! The spiritual path has become easier and quicker as time is speeding up and there is more Grace energy available to us now. Through the power of intention, the unfinished business of the past can be completed and resolved.
Now, whenever I think of my parents, I feel joy and deep gratitude for all the lessons they have taught me. My heart is full of love for them. As my mentor Chuck Spezzano says “It’s never too late too have a happy childhood”.
In my workshop Healing Your Birth Story, my Astrology Consultations and my Spiritual Life Coaching that is my aim for you.
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blessings,
